[Verse 1]
Innocence and cynicism sitting by the street light
Moths to flame, flying hawks in the rain
Shower thoughts down the drain, clog
Brain rot, it’s the same lame plot on raindrop lane
Pop pain pills praying, God it ain’t real, nahmsayin hops
Day and night, dodging every ray of light, fraying
5 AM - I ain’t staying up, try and make him,
I’ll slumber in anything, I mean even an iron maiden
[Hook]
Bittersweet poison!
Keep it real… keep it like sentimental ash in a jar
It’s a bittersweet poison!
The devil likes his flashiest cars when they’re crashing
[Verse 2]
Cough, drag, trapped underneath a landfall
Lost lambs, ragdolls with the squashed vans
Black-cloth pop stars in their jaguars
Getting cat called, on the off-chance
That they toss hands, it’s so weird
I don’t feel like me, like some me has disappeared
I wish I had made up a word for the feeling
That you’re fading away from the world, that I’m feeling
[Hook]
[Verse 3]
Saying the right things is hard
Stay up at night, it’s like playing with knives, or with ninja stars
I’ve ascended and intend to bring the end of all
…I pretended as I curled into a denser ball
Do you remember what you thought about four years ago?
I don’t, waiting for the waterfall of tears to flow
Righto, all in all I cleared a throat, smeared a hope
Ashed a cigarette into the rain like: “I know where to go...”
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I remember finding this on YouTube randomly back in 2018 n I had it on repeat since then until as of recently I bought it, I have a lot of good memories with this tape n it’s helped a ton, hope your doing good bro bro. 🙌🏾💜 damirr47!