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Aal

by Sin7ven

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1.
Solitude 03:24
[Intro] Voice 1: Are we safe here from the monsters? Voice 2: Nowhere is safe. Are you afraid? Voice 1: ...No. Voice 2: Have you ever been afraid? Voice 1: I was afraid before you came here. Voice 2: What were you afraid of? Voice 1: Being alone. [Hook] Floating on the water over years Breaking fingers counting all my fears, down another beer Thought I was alright if you were shouting in my ear Walking down a flight of steps, stumble down, oh dear How to be sincere, ought I disappear? I wish I could call it on a mountain like a seer Kinda bad at offering an olive branch I fear Floating on the water over years (solitude) [Verse 1] The hermit and the world live at odds The magician in the tower wants to burn down his thoughts Absence pains me, black ink save me That’s Sin lately, staring down the jaws Airing out the thoughts mad blatantly But they won’t tear down the walls, advanced masonry This a crash crater in fast play Implosion, an S-Class self-destruction, a mass grave I feel the slash like a spark inside an ashtray I peel the mask like I’m carving down a last name I wield the wrath like a sergeant on a bad day I fill the glass like it’s hardly even half way Saw it since the dawn, I just don’t belong I don’t even know how to have fun but come along I’m the gun inside the drawer you don’t touch Watch, something that’s not healthy for you much [Bridge] Floating on the water over years Breaking fingers counting all my fears, down another beer (It’s a nice day today) … stumble down, oh dear How to be sincere, ought I disappear? I wish I could call it on a mountain like a seer Kinda bad at offering an olive branch I fear (It’s so bright outside) [Hook] [Verse 2] Droning noise ringing in my ear drums This one goes out only to the weird ones I have no soul and my chest is just a decomposing empty hole People like to point it out too even though I tend to know Thought I felt a beat from the emptiness Keep me away from it, beat me against the desk Lest I delude myself into thinking My health isn’t sinking, I’m well kept, I’m wealthy and blinking, cough Tell me I went in, can you tell that I’m limping? Nod Can’t help it I fell in, could you tell that I’m thinking odd What the fuck. What the fuck? I don’t know I don’t wanna love, wanna die, fuck me whole I apologize, my words fail me again Where they count, I don’t make any friends, I just don’t I remain, I remain, I remain Just wanna grab the man in the mirror by the throat like a crane
2.
[Hook] No happiness stays You should understand No misery stays And this too will pass [Verse 1] Is god really dead? Did Nietzsche get it right? Nah he’s just depressed, he weeps and heavy sighs Sleeps in every time and weeks creep by him The devil’s kind and knocking on his door, trying to to get him help in time Maybe he likes making prisons to be caged in Looking from between the bars, -isms get forsaken Maybe it’s not a prison but chrysalis in waiting Sapient cognition is cyclical narration [Bridge] I hate you (x9) [Hook] [Verse 2] I could have handled my shit, I could have made up my mind I wouldn’t stand on my knees, I didn’t stay up all night I didn’t cram for that test, I let the fangs in my chest I bled the answers instead, regret the cancer inside Francis Bacon paintings dance in my mind Prying, glacing aside sighing, rancorous blind crying I’m fine, this is shadow work, I’m lying in the shallow dirt Beneath the creeping scythe of a barrow weight, gallows smirk [Bridge 2] I hate me (x9)
3.
[Intro] A dying man cries in his hands while he dances A dying man dies in his dance when he dances (x2) [Verse 1] For crying out loud For weeping in the silence since you’re trying that out Wonder what will come out from that lying ass mouth Well? How come the lion can’t growl? A dying man cries in his hands while he dances A dying man dies in his dance when he dances Flies in the pantry Land on the eyes of the blind man that can’t see He’s fine… huh, you pansy I need more people to hate me to make me motivated He’s fine… what, you can’t see? I need you to pan my shit and tell me it’s overrated [Hook] This bliss it will not pass This sickness will not pass, still distance, seal my hands Feel listless, will not pass This bliss it will not pass, it will not pass This bliss it will not pass This sickness will not pass, still distance, seal my hands Feel listless, will not pass This bliss it will not pass [Verse 2] In summation, we all have our trials and tribulations And we’re made up of all of that information There’s no solace, saving angels or havens Fall once; more falling is always waiting Never-ending, forever then and again At least I’m deluded to think I’m better than I was then And at least I’m rooted and brutal with a venomous pen Sewer mind, do or die and pursue a devilish bent Call it what you will but I don’t care I ran all out for the hills then I smoked there I was all up in my feels, coulda croaked there I done fallen for my ills put my soul bare [Hook x2]
4.
[Sin7ven - Verse 1] Little spiders on the world wide web, still Eight legs in a hurry on a treadmill I been outsider, they eschew my sound Man fuck it, what do I got to lose by now About to start a snake cult, I’ll see you on the news Get around and fake fault, keeping on the move I’m your best friend’s least favorite rapper, and this here Is a death sentence, please break a dagger in his ear On a lawn chair in the chasm of despair Sipping from a coconut, shackled to my chair It’s a long way down, longer way up though You gotta be an utmost gut-wrenching cutthroat First I was like fuck no but I done grown Joined a skeleton band and played me some trombone Now the graves call me up like what’s up bro About to take the living down with us to the unknown [Hook] Gather spiders, gather beetles, gather worms Gather striders, gather weevils scratching in ferns Gather slugs, gather crickets, gather flies Gather wasps, gather listens, gather eyes (x2) [Bridge] Feeling kinda disillusioned and cold I’m really fucking bad at doing what I’m told I’m told, I’m told… Uh-huh Don’t try to pigeonhole us from stealing from your niche We at it, doing it better even before bitch You better notice and bow before of your lordships I see you sneaking them pages out of our corpus [Disjointed - Verse 2] Silly prince, I run with villains, yeah You just a citizen with a building to pillage, yeah The malevolent duo to drive you slowly insane Call us irrelevant and wake up to find a growth in your brain One false move and you’ll step onto a landmine When I look in mirrors, I get a headache from the scan lines I need plenty winks, the wrinkles coming back Brush my teeth with severed fingers and rest in body bags One more thing I promise to my enemies, I'll be honest Collect cybernetic weaponry, homie, plus got violent tendencies Nothing, drop it. It’s the silence that I hate More than anything, hear the sirens blaring miles from the base Might fuck around and vault down an insurmountable chasm Turn a spiritual church goer to a howling phantom Noxious gas in the mask, I broke long con Catch me trespassing on an album I don't belong on [Hook] [Bridge]
5.
[Verse 1] Innocence and cynicism sitting by the street light Moths to flame, flying hawks in the rain Shower thoughts down the drain, clog Brain rot, it’s the same lame plot on raindrop lane Pop pain pills praying, God it ain’t real, nahmsayin hops Day and night, dodging every ray of light, fraying 5 AM - I ain’t staying up, try and make him, I’ll slumber in anything, I mean even an iron maiden [Hook] Bittersweet poison! Keep it real… keep it like sentimental ash in a jar It’s a bittersweet poison! The devil likes his flashiest cars when they’re crashing [Verse 2] Cough, drag, trapped underneath a landfall Lost lambs, ragdolls with the squashed vans Black-cloth pop stars in their jaguars Getting cat called, on the off-chance That they toss hands, it’s so weird I don’t feel like me, like some me has disappeared I wish I had made up a word for the feeling That you’re fading away from the world, that I’m feeling [Hook] [Verse 3] Saying the right things is hard Stay up at night, it’s like playing with knives, or with ninja stars I’ve ascended and intend to bring the end of all …I pretended as I curled into a denser ball Do you remember what you thought about four years ago? I don’t, waiting for the waterfall of tears to flow Righto, all in all I cleared a throat, smeared a hope Ashed a cigarette into the rain like: “I know where to go...” [Hook x2]
6.
[Intro] I can get pretty far away, pretty far away I can get pretty far away, pretty far away I can get pretty far away, pretty far away ...Pretty far away [Verse 1] This is my face under my skull If you don’t know, people move away Feeling like Ye cuz I thought about Killing you today Not proud of it, snapped out of it, blacked out a bit That’s pain We didn’t speak in a minute cuz it hurt seeing you It’s lame I’m like a leopard with a thousand legs Run forever, jumping over hedge Like the gardener is Death himself Hard to say but saying, guess it helps I never wanted you to feel alone But I’m just a shadow of myself Never thought I’d truly feel at home Guess I’m just as shallow as I felt [Hook] I can get pretty far away Ready start a day, indecision ridden Hardened in the egg, farther than the dead Tartarus ahead.. pretty far away I can get pretty far away It’s getting dark today, spitting in the kitchen Arson in effect, harboring regret Tartarus ahead.. pretty far away [Verse 2] Shadow growing under me Like a black lake full of drudgery Stars staring down at me accusingly Like the dark spiral part illusory Gruesomely I sprint in the void Bone cracking, limbs limp, hit the soil Cardboard heart throb More a dart board than a heart, for an art snob What’s another axe wound In the back, boom, just relax Running in the cold that soon Is a Jack move, just a catch I really opened up Really did, it’s not enough ...cuz I’m rotten inside Nothing to hide [Hook]
7.
[Verse 1] You gave me back the book that I lent you Never read it, I didn’t ask if it was true you intend to Now I’m flipping through the pages with the haziest look Ain’t seen in ages, and you still ain’t read my favorite book I still have the book that you lent me And I tried to read it, put it off, the pages were lengthy Now I’m flipping through them pages of your favorite book Didn’t read it but I’ll maybe read it later, I should [Hook] Gone The clouds are scattered at the Dawn It stops to matter after Long And the past, it passes On [Verse 2] It’s the message from the savior at last A sad page lays faded from the days of its past And the caterpillars gather like a choir of monks Around the words they can’t understand, the friars want lunch Glance skyward, the clouds need your attention So glance skyward, now reliving your tension You glance skyward, and the sky is still there In the purest tuft of white-azure, the pious declare: [Hook] [Verse 3] I subsist on the ideas that I can’t express Habit stress, look for panacea, wish I’d panic less Can it, fandangles hanging from a banged up satchel bag A tacky cry for help, from casanova to a dapper dan I burn my world with a magnifying glass I burn my chapel into ash, in a satisfying act And can’t find or fathom why, I won’t be sad when I’ll have to die Find me by the water like a dragonfly [Hook] [Bridge] Now I’m flipping through the pages with the haziest look Ain’t seen in ages, and you still ain’t read my favorite book Now I’m flipping through them pages of your favorite book Didn’t read it but I’ll maybe read it later, I should [Hook]
8.
Gu 01:13
[Verse 1] The final compliment that you gave me Was saccharine, sickening But I craved being sickened by you, tragically That the thing, it’s fucked up Where does a sorcerer keep his fondest memories Inside a jar full of scorpions and centipedes Trying to sort out some complexities Complexes, if flexing keeps on, get some therapy [Hook] Jealousy I’m surrendering control I got envy in my soul, I pretend at me Seven sins Sequestered in a hole, I regressed into a role on a sedative [Verse 2] I wonder what’s in my coffee, I want you to hear me Don’t want you to love me, I want you to fear me I want you to want me, hurrah to the non-being The P-zombie turned Gandhi, endearing The bugs are eating each other again today The bugs all eat each other and then decay (x2)
9.
Misogi 02:45
[Intro] The last remaining weed in the garden Alternating between fetal and zazen Past the point of reading and nodding At the point of diving deep in the cauldron Is that even an option? Keep seeing abyss Deep sea and the mist, I need a concoction I spoke with a fox and learned demons exist Broke open a lock and turned evil and pissed [Verse 1] Head up to the mountains, since stars condescend you Why don’t you ascend to be taught by the Tengu? I can tell it from your countenance, you dog Will you bow down and sob when no gods will avenge you? Take that bad attitude to the peaks And then scream down you’re mad at em, do it to your beats Put some black adder venom in your flask Be liquid, dance like a weapon in a hand, keep switching What the hell you think this shit is for? Are you even keeping score, I don’t need you needing more You don’t need to win a war, just some dinner And the benefit of warmth in the winter, not to be demon lord, what a quitter Adored from the best vantage point: from a distance Everything that glitters or is glistening is gold From a distance you don’t seem as distant and cold From a distance your soul rose crystal and gold [Verse 2] Who wants to crowdfund the end of the world? Word of mouth, blurt it out, hurl a tempest at worms Turning pencils to words, empty your purses I heard yearning for wealth only worsens your urges Burn the empty reserves, homie, see you in Yomi On the mic making people wonder if he’s an Oni If only, the things you could do with a pair of horns Guaranteed caring for a paranormal paramour Phantom of the rap paradise, in poor rapport Wires from his voice box getting more and more Tangled like brambles on a forested mountain path I got lost more times than I can count by hand Eventually I did it After a long time ascended up that digit And at the end of that bone chilling mountain hike, atop it all What greeted me was a freezing cold waterfall [Verse 3] And I washed myself I washed my face of its creases And I washed myself I bathed my aches and my leeches I washed the venom out of my wounds I watched the setting sun and high noons Felt my breaths like they were typhoons I talked again and wrote the right runes You have enough, you are enough (x6) Enough
10.
[Verse 1] Misty fall night, yeah I missed it alright Yeah, I miss that lost bike Miss the moss on the stones by the water Not a place I can go to alone any longer It’s been a long time, been a long time coming Alone over yonder, a wrong kind My soul feels mummified, I don’t wanna fight Just high five, to a long sigh [Verse 1] Hello, the black space between the doors I haven’t been here for some time, you see of course And within here it’s sometimes a week or more And then sometimes it’s even more If I don’t unwind. I watered the potted plants but one died Wanted another chance but dumb pride Rotted it in advance how unkind Entranced by the sunrise [Hook] Follow the fire, follow the flame, please Don’t go hollow, remain, please (x3) Stop adding lampposts to my songs It’s a tad gross like a swamp [Verse 2] Now how about you come and clear these dishes off the table Pretty please, wish upon an angel, rinsing maple Listen boss, it’ll cost you eight full minutes off Lift my spirit off the spatial, mission launch And we’re laughing while cleaning to kitchen off Then I’m laughing alone and the kitchen’s dark How’d I end up in the black space between the doors In a minute sharp [Hook] [Verse 3] I awoke in a dream Surroundings oaken and green A crow split the sky with a croak and a scream Wise words were being spoken to me, it seemed Would that I were wiser, wise like my serpent Would that I could climb like my spider But I know to proceed, roll up the sleeves I was told in a dream: perceive [Hook]

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Aal: the feeling of fading away from the world.

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Illustrated and produced by Sin7ven,
mixed and mastered by Disjointed.
Special thanks to the Boomslang Crew, I love you all.

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released December 27, 2019

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