[Intro]
Voice 1: Are we safe here from the monsters?
Voice 2: Nowhere is safe. Are you afraid?
Voice 1: ...No.
Voice 2: Have you ever been afraid?
Voice 1: I was afraid before you came here.
Voice 2: What were you afraid of?
Voice 1: Being alone.
[Hook]
Floating on the water over years
Breaking fingers counting all my fears, down another beer
Thought I was alright if you were shouting in my ear
Walking down a flight of steps, stumble down, oh dear
How to be sincere, ought I disappear?
I wish I could call it on a mountain like a seer
Kinda bad at offering an olive branch I fear
Floating on the water over years (solitude)
[Verse 1]
The hermit and the world live at odds
The magician in the tower wants to burn down his thoughts
Absence pains me, black ink save me
That’s Sin lately, staring down the jaws
Airing out the thoughts mad blatantly
But they won’t tear down the walls, advanced masonry
This a crash crater in fast play
Implosion, an S-Class self-destruction, a mass grave
I feel the slash like a spark inside an ashtray
I peel the mask like I’m carving down a last name
I wield the wrath like a sergeant on a bad day
I fill the glass like it’s hardly even half way
Saw it since the dawn, I just don’t belong
I don’t even know how to have fun but come along
I’m the gun inside the drawer you don’t touch
Watch, something that’s not healthy for you much
[Bridge]
Floating on the water over years
Breaking fingers counting all my fears, down another beer
(It’s a nice day today)
… stumble down, oh dear
How to be sincere, ought I disappear?
I wish I could call it on a mountain like a seer
Kinda bad at offering an olive branch I fear
(It’s so bright outside)
[Hook]
[Verse 2]
Droning noise ringing in my ear drums
This one goes out only to the weird ones
I have no soul and my chest is just a decomposing empty hole
People like to point it out too even though I tend to know
Thought I felt a beat from the emptiness
Keep me away from it, beat me against the desk
Lest I delude myself into thinking
My health isn’t sinking, I’m well kept, I’m wealthy and blinking, cough
Tell me I went in, can you tell that I’m limping? Nod
Can’t help it I fell in, could you tell that I’m thinking odd
What the fuck. What the fuck? I don’t know
I don’t wanna love, wanna die, fuck me whole
I apologize, my words fail me again
Where they count, I don’t make any friends, I just don’t
I remain, I remain, I remain
Just wanna grab the man in the mirror by the throat like a crane
I remember finding this on YouTube randomly back in 2018 n I had it on repeat since then until as of recently I bought it, I have a lot of good memories with this tape n it’s helped a ton, hope your doing good bro bro. 🙌🏾💜 damirr47!